Higher Further Deeper

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Some of my Higher Further Deeper experience..

When ever I’m alone, which I’ve been most of this morning, I’m off and on crying, my inner child I think, “why did you take me away from that place (the community) where I felt so cozy”. I’ve smiling tears even as I type that. I had a dream a few nights ago, I was in the box at City Church talking to someone saying “I just can’t do it, I have to come back”………….all this and yet I firmly believe I’m to be here right now. So the inner emotional pull is well, emotional…but that’s not what I’m to focus on. Yes have my feelings but “Be still and know that I am God”.

It’s an inbetween place that I’m experiencing. I suppose all of life is really, A series of changes and challenges no matter where we reside. To live ‘in the moment’, not looking too far ahead or behind (as we are taught), secure in the knowledge that, being one of the King’s kids, He’ll unfold things and I’ll know when I know what I need to know as I ask Him to continue to show me the way…as it did happen for me to make this move.

Well, my Mother is gone into Vernon for the day and I’m to pick up my Step Father from his Thursday day program, he’ll be pleased I’ve come to get him early..My Mother is attending an alzheimer’s meeting with my brother. I asked her to come home with as much literature as she could get her hands on.

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